Enter The Carnival Ride

So many things and so little times. Thats what im facing right now, sigh.. why do all of this happend to me in one time?? im really tired, i really do. GOSH! im not that strong anymore. Im not the same old Mohd Aidi Firdaus Azanan anymore! im losing it okay.. what do i've to do? i've to give up my dream! i've to stop my college. sigh.. i really do wanna go crazy alrdy. GOD DAMMNIT! hahaha. Im facing it with smile :D