Your The Best I've Ever Had.

You Know Who You Are.

im going to miss you so badly.

):

Dead & Gone.

A very bad day today. I've lost something that i love the most. CRAP! I'm so FCKD UP right now. Ahh! This is stressting me out, i don't like this. Its hard for me. I hope everything is going to be fine in matter of time. 19th May 2009 i always remember that date. I'm thankful to ALLAH swt. for everything. SHIT! I'm missing everyone. Everyone has lose faith in me. HAHA! Hey, im facing this with smile... (: its the only thing that can make myself happy inside. Thnks.

29th JULY 2009.

Im SICK!

Poket KOPAK!

So BORING!

PAIN!

and last but not least...

IM FLYING! (:

5.33am 30th JULY 2009.

Nothing Is Eternal.

It won't be forever that these hands are holding you,
It won't be forever that this body protects you,
Like the melody of my heartbeat,
Can't withstand the flow of time,
All beauty will fade,
Or the love that's already gone,
Nothing is eternal,
Let me breath for a moment,
Before all is gone,
It won't be forever that these hands are holding you,
It won't be forever that this body protects you,
The soul of old will soon be gone.

Enter The Carnival Ride

So many things and so little times. Thats what im facing right now, sigh.. why do all of this happend to me in one time?? im really tired, i really do. GOSH! im not that strong anymore. Im not the same old Mohd Aidi Firdaus Azanan anymore! im losing it okay.. what do i've to do? i've to give up my dream! i've to stop my college. sigh.. i really do wanna go crazy alrdy. GOD DAMMNIT! hahaha. Im facing it with smile :D

My most beautiful worst nightmare.

Nur Illyana Shazmin Mohd Amin.

You're my greatest dream come true, but things don't work out so well. I do really love you with all of my heart. Hope that someday you'll find someone else better than me. SIGH! why it turned out this way??? I couldn't except the fact that we're not together no more. But hey, don't be sad dear, im always here for you.